i started writing out the lyrics when i was in sec 4.
i was helpin him style his hair, to look cool enough for his date with his then-crush.
then, when he went off to meet his girl, i went home straight away to my guitar.
i wrote some shit, and this is what they were:
is it the way you make me smile thats gonna make me stay for awhile or maybe im just dreaming to deep untill i can hardly sleep i dont know why i thinkin this way today, of all the days
i dont care at all if you wana see me if you dont wana see me i will always think of you as someone pretty special i dont care at all if its her, you most prefer i will always think of you as someone pretty special
my heart beats. fooling my emotions its makin me delirious with everything infront of me youre everything to me
is it the way i fall to you when i know im feeling blue or maybe i just seem to know you since two years ago i dont know why im feeling this way today of all the days
i dont care at all if you wana see me if you dont wana see me i will always think of you as someone pretty special i dont care at all if its her, you most prefer i will always think of you as someone pretty special
my heart beats. fooling my emotions its makin me delirious with everything infront of me youre everything to me
bet you never knew did you.
i guess its true that i am no princess. as i never got my happy ending.
i think im more of the girl at the sidelines.
im good at keeping emotions. thats my specialty
im awesome at bottling up everything inside of me, no matter how much i wana scream it out loud
why? because i didnt want to lose you.. like how i am now...
because i didnt want you to act different and cold
and most imptly, because i was scared to say th words...
and hey, it all ends up the same. cause once again.. my happy ending never came.
omg ytd at starbucks i saw iswat. LOL! he looked like some skinny chinese rapper dude with the big headband and all.. LOL the was clearing out the tables at S.B but wasnt wearing uniform. prolly helpin out his gf? (the almost emo hoodie girl? lols) hahah rebonded hair.. looks... umm.. interesting.. hhahahah
then went to lilly's hse to pick up bikes but only one was workin so we walked all the way frm her hse to mine. it was so long.. FML.
but it was ok, listened to songs n stuff then lilly hung out in my room for hours n hours n we did our hair, and webcammed and watched videos and listened to songs and picked out dresses, played guitar.. it was SO girly! ok im SOO sleepin over ewe's hse one day! shud organize one w lilly n naf n stuff((: DIBS ON EWE'S NEW BED!
i wish i could spend my forever with you.
the vision of it happening is so clear, but the reality of it is so dim
and ytd night, the WORST thing happened. i was from naf's house so i walkd home as usual and took the usual route. it was night so it was alrdy dark.
then there was this guy who just got off his bike and he caught up to my pace. then he was walkin with me.. like a fucking stalker.. looked me straight in the eye and said hi. so here's what happened:
*...*:- thoughts
(....):- actions
lynn: *do i fucking know this guy?* (smiles and walks fasterr)
biker dude: (takes off his gloves) so, walking home huh?
lynn: uhh yeahh hehe.. turns away
biker dude: oh, so where do you live?
lynn: ummm..... heh.. ^^ (walks faster!!)
biker dude: *catches up* my name is hafiz, whats yours?
lynn: uhhhh....... ( HAHAHAHAHAHHA HAFIZ! thats what my mom keeps calling afiq.. i cant wait to tell her abt this! oh wait.. he's waiting... shit! i cant think of a fake name! ok nvm ignore!)
hafiz: ummm, ok.. so you attached? (still catching up to me)
lynn: (nods and gave him the 'awwh... sorry' look)
hafiz: cant we be friends??? whats yr age? cik kak, cik adik?
lynn: * R YU KIDDIN ME MR? YOURE OLD ENUF TO ME MY BROTHER, CREEP!* (i walked like super super fast, like almost running!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
hafiz: (gave up on catchin after me so he stopped walkin...) ohkay... byee....
oh my god i was so thankful that he didnt chase after me then rape me then stab me to my untimely death and carlisle would appear right before my absolute death and turn me into a vampire for all eternity and i would roam around singapore searching for cats to suck their blood or something..
what would be so scary...
i had just wished....... he was there... walkin the same route as i was... protecting me.. making sure i was home safe.. all the time.... like how it was.. but nevermind.. its okay. i guess yesterday night, ive learnt that:
i could sleep last night. not cause i didnt think about him, but cause... i was just tooo tired. and i was sick. but oh wells.
woke up damn early to fetch st's prezzie... DAMN HUGE N KINDA HEAVY! walked from home to lakeside and back home, it was damn hot cause it wasnt raining n shitt..
then watched UFC with zacky, OMGSTFUBBQ it was so cool! hahahaha frank mir is awesome, gaf submission to check congo in like the first round!! and bj penn made diego sanchez's whole face bleed like crazy! his forehead slpit open in this really horrid wound! i get goosebumps just typing this!!
then went to kak wani's house.. cause my parents n her parent were talkin abt my bro n her wedding! coolshit... i love the satay thingy! damn...
went swensen's with st, justin, lena, daniel, and two of st's frens for a bday dinner. st n justin so sweet laaaaaaaaaa! ^^ i love them! then hung out with lena, by the waters at istana park. we talked and talked. i kinda miss that side of lena. oh well. we concluded that WE HAF NO BATTERIES and we're running out of power.. (cause st is justin's batteries.. she morivates him to run all day long! lolls)
i got a cute notebook from my clique. they chipped in to get me this hellokitty diary thing. is SOOOO cute! i love the gang!!
then got home and... just poofed into bed. (: finally..
today: prolly gonna fetch ewe at rp. and meet naf.
"As long as we can see the same sky, breathe the same air, step on the same planet, then You and I are not impossible."
i started writing out the lyrics when i was in sec 4.
i was helpin him style his hair, to look cool enough for his date with his then-crush.
then, when he went off to meet his girl, i went home straight away to my guitar.
i wrote some shit, and this is what they were:
is it the way you make me smile thats gonna make me stay for awhile or maybe im just dreaming to deep untill i can hardly sleep i dont know why i thinkin this way today, of all the days
i dont care at all if you wana see me if you dont wana see me i will always think of you as someone pretty special i dont care at all if its her, you most prefer i will always think of you as someone pretty special
my heart beats. fooling my emotions its makin me delirious with everything infront of me youre everything to me
is it the way i fall to you when i know im feeling blue or maybe i just seem to know you since two years ago i dont know why im feeling this way today of all the days
i dont care at all if you wana see me if you dont wana see me i will always think of you as someone pretty special i dont care at all if its her, you most prefer i will always think of you as someone pretty special
my heart beats. fooling my emotions its makin me delirious with everything infront of me youre everything to me
bet you never knew did you.
i guess its true that i am no princess. as i never got my happy ending.
i think im more of the girl at the sidelines.
im good at keeping emotions. thats my specialty
im awesome at bottling up everything inside of me, no matter how much i wana scream it out loud
why? because i didnt want to lose you.. like how i am now...
because i didnt want you to act different and cold
and most imptly, because i was scared to say th words...
and hey, it all ends up the same. cause once again.. my happy ending never came.
omg ytd at starbucks i saw iswat. LOL! he looked like some skinny chinese rapper dude with the big headband and all.. LOL the was clearing out the tables at S.B but wasnt wearing uniform. prolly helpin out his gf? (the almost emo hoodie girl? lols) hahah rebonded hair.. looks... umm.. interesting.. hhahahah
then went to lilly's hse to pick up bikes but only one was workin so we walked all the way frm her hse to mine. it was so long.. FML.
but it was ok, listened to songs n stuff then lilly hung out in my room for hours n hours n we did our hair, and webcammed and watched videos and listened to songs and picked out dresses, played guitar.. it was SO girly! ok im SOO sleepin over ewe's hse one day! shud organize one w lilly n naf n stuff((: DIBS ON EWE'S NEW BED!
i wish i could spend my forever with you.
the vision of it happening is so clear, but the reality of it is so dim
and ytd night, the WORST thing happened. i was from naf's house so i walkd home as usual and took the usual route. it was night so it was alrdy dark.
then there was this guy who just got off his bike and he caught up to my pace. then he was walkin with me.. like a fucking stalker.. looked me straight in the eye and said hi. so here's what happened:
*...*:- thoughts
(....):- actions
lynn: *do i fucking know this guy?* (smiles and walks fasterr)
biker dude: (takes off his gloves) so, walking home huh?
lynn: uhh yeahh hehe.. turns away
biker dude: oh, so where do you live?
lynn: ummm..... heh.. ^^ (walks faster!!)
biker dude: *catches up* my name is hafiz, whats yours?
lynn: uhhhh....... ( HAHAHAHAHAHHA HAFIZ! thats what my mom keeps calling afiq.. i cant wait to tell her abt this! oh wait.. he's waiting... shit! i cant think of a fake name! ok nvm ignore!)
hafiz: ummm, ok.. so you attached? (still catching up to me)
lynn: (nods and gave him the 'awwh... sorry' look)
hafiz: cant we be friends??? whats yr age? cik kak, cik adik?
lynn: * R YU KIDDIN ME MR? YOURE OLD ENUF TO ME MY BROTHER, CREEP!* (i walked like super super fast, like almost running!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
hafiz: (gave up on catchin after me so he stopped walkin...) ohkay... byee....
oh my god i was so thankful that he didnt chase after me then rape me then stab me to my untimely death and carlisle would appear right before my absolute death and turn me into a vampire for all eternity and i would roam around singapore searching for cats to suck their blood or something..
what would be so scary...
i had just wished....... he was there... walkin the same route as i was... protecting me.. making sure i was home safe.. all the time.... like how it was.. but nevermind.. its okay. i guess yesterday night, ive learnt that:
i could sleep last night. not cause i didnt think about him, but cause... i was just tooo tired. and i was sick. but oh wells.
woke up damn early to fetch st's prezzie... DAMN HUGE N KINDA HEAVY! walked from home to lakeside and back home, it was damn hot cause it wasnt raining n shitt..
then watched UFC with zacky, OMGSTFUBBQ it was so cool! hahahaha frank mir is awesome, gaf submission to check congo in like the first round!! and bj penn made diego sanchez's whole face bleed like crazy! his forehead slpit open in this really horrid wound! i get goosebumps just typing this!!
then went to kak wani's house.. cause my parents n her parent were talkin abt my bro n her wedding! coolshit... i love the satay thingy! damn...
went swensen's with st, justin, lena, daniel, and two of st's frens for a bday dinner. st n justin so sweet laaaaaaaaaa! ^^ i love them! then hung out with lena, by the waters at istana park. we talked and talked. i kinda miss that side of lena. oh well. we concluded that WE HAF NO BATTERIES and we're running out of power.. (cause st is justin's batteries.. she morivates him to run all day long! lolls)
i got a cute notebook from my clique. they chipped in to get me this hellokitty diary thing. is SOOOO cute! i love the gang!!
then got home and... just poofed into bed. (: finally..
today: prolly gonna fetch ewe at rp. and meet naf.
"As long as we can see the same sky, breathe the same air, step on the same planet, then You and I are not impossible."
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hello kitty stuffs
thanks for the notebooks n stuff guys(: (p.c i buy myself one)
