this day is a challenge. this day is an obstacle. this day is just a period of time in my life..
well, i had a pretty tiring day today.. ran like a kazillion miles during p.e... goshh.. had a kazillion lectures that almost made me want to collapse... but somewhere in the middle, my mind started working like a wind up machine... lit class was a real desert expeience, but once we got to the forest-y decode/twilight area, it was.. inspiring...
Leaves swirling in the air their time has come to let go. no more hanging on to the things they know. never got the chance to say goodbye the colours turn age-old as time passes by.
i'll soar on my own wont turn back time nature wants it to be this way fate doesnt want me to stay
i'll escape to my sanctuary away from all my insecurities can you hear me.. lightly whispering softly carressing gentle and mild
farewell.
i kinda linked up my emotions and thoughts and feelings of the concept of letting go, to move on with life, binding it with the falling leaves that sways away in time. hmmm.
so after school, bestie picked me up again and we ended up buying bubble tea and chilling out.. went home and got a msg that my student is not home tonight so i cant come over.. bummer.. then, i so i just went out(was sianing at home).. met bestia again... who walked me to mac.. studied like siiao.. honestly, i couldve fainted there and then. oh and the cadbury mcflurry aint so nice )= hmm..
then wen i wantd to wallk outta th place, this mcdelivery guy who had been walkin back nd forth past me(actually like more than one did that) while i was studying, kinda opened the door for me and smiled like hell.. lol! what to do? smile back=D im glad they nv stalk me like what ive experiienced before.. sigh...
ive been feeling weird lately... weird cuz ive been walking alone and not minding it.. which i used to hate... ive been extremely insecure these days.. ive not been myself... i simply miss being a kid, i swear...
hmmm, wantd to meet bestie but nvm.. its okay i guess.. he's busy with his frens too.. and he's right anyway.. i HAVE been hangin out w him too much... so is that a gd thing or a bad thing? i dont know.. he decides... hm~ so, got home at almost 11..
so i got bored and i googled up this french actor guy... yeah, youre right elena.. he IS hot! lolls! but, still rather "patterson"-ish to me(= the fragments of my imagination regarding the appearance of edward in my perspective is rather diff of what majority thinks.. cause i like my vampires nice and traditional=D rawwwrr.
hmm... im dreading school tmr.. actually i dread achool everyday.. haaha.
this day is a challenge. this day is an obstacle. this day is just a period of time in my life..
well, i had a pretty tiring day today.. ran like a kazillion miles during p.e... goshh.. had a kazillion lectures that almost made me want to collapse... but somewhere in the middle, my mind started working like a wind up machine... lit class was a real desert expeience, but once we got to the forest-y decode/twilight area, it was.. inspiring...
Leaves swirling in the air their time has come to let go. no more hanging on to the things they know. never got the chance to say goodbye the colours turn age-old as time passes by.
i'll soar on my own wont turn back time nature wants it to be this way fate doesnt want me to stay
i'll escape to my sanctuary away from all my insecurities can you hear me.. lightly whispering softly carressing gentle and mild
farewell.
i kinda linked up my emotions and thoughts and feelings of the concept of letting go, to move on with life, binding it with the falling leaves that sways away in time. hmmm.
so after school, bestie picked me up again and we ended up buying bubble tea and chilling out.. went home and got a msg that my student is not home tonight so i cant come over.. bummer.. then, i so i just went out(was sianing at home).. met bestia again... who walked me to mac.. studied like siiao.. honestly, i couldve fainted there and then. oh and the cadbury mcflurry aint so nice )= hmm..
then wen i wantd to wallk outta th place, this mcdelivery guy who had been walkin back nd forth past me(actually like more than one did that) while i was studying, kinda opened the door for me and smiled like hell.. lol! what to do? smile back=D im glad they nv stalk me like what ive experiienced before.. sigh...
ive been feeling weird lately... weird cuz ive been walking alone and not minding it.. which i used to hate... ive been extremely insecure these days.. ive not been myself... i simply miss being a kid, i swear...
hmmm, wantd to meet bestie but nvm.. its okay i guess.. he's busy with his frens too.. and he's right anyway.. i HAVE been hangin out w him too much... so is that a gd thing or a bad thing? i dont know.. he decides... hm~ so, got home at almost 11..
so i got bored and i googled up this french actor guy... yeah, youre right elena.. he IS hot! lolls! but, still rather "patterson"-ish to me(= the fragments of my imagination regarding the appearance of edward in my perspective is rather diff of what majority thinks.. cause i like my vampires nice and traditional=D rawwwrr.
hmm... im dreading school tmr.. actually i dread achool everyday.. haaha.
letting go
