strong words. with too much meaning in them would i waste these words on just anyone at all? no.
so, dear. you left me insecure. left me feeling imperfect hanging onto that piece of string, gonna fall anytime i doubt you would catch me, though i hope you would would you even understand, when im in too deep would you even bother, make an effort to realize.
why am i thinking of you so much?
im in dilemma. really i am. you guys talk as if im the most happiest goest luckkiet girlest in the worldest. okayy, maybe cause i always do these stupid random stuff to cover up. but if i would just start to think of everything in my life. sheesh.. what the fuck am i doing with my life.. hmm.
today went out with my proj grp/class mates/close frens in pj and all.. had a couple of laughs and fun and seriousness(= and saw sherwin and his freaking nice blonde hair. i shall say no more. haha. then went home, did school work, then went to tutor my kid, then went home and currently doin project again. Can i COLLAPSE please??
thought of wanting to meet iswat but, once again cant. stupid vati-.- i miss him like hell)= but guess he doesnt know how tired i am after worrying so much. even if he does, would he care to ask if im alright?
it kinda sucks to feel uncertain about it. Ask me why.
strong words. with too much meaning in them would i waste these words on just anyone at all? no.
so, dear. you left me insecure. left me feeling imperfect hanging onto that piece of string, gonna fall anytime i doubt you would catch me, though i hope you would would you even understand, when im in too deep would you even bother, make an effort to realize.
why am i thinking of you so much?
im in dilemma. really i am. you guys talk as if im the most happiest goest luckkiet girlest in the worldest. okayy, maybe cause i always do these stupid random stuff to cover up. but if i would just start to think of everything in my life. sheesh.. what the fuck am i doing with my life.. hmm.
today went out with my proj grp/class mates/close frens in pj and all.. had a couple of laughs and fun and seriousness(= and saw sherwin and his freaking nice blonde hair. i shall say no more. haha. then went home, did school work, then went to tutor my kid, then went home and currently doin project again. Can i COLLAPSE please??
thought of wanting to meet iswat but, once again cant. stupid vati-.- i miss him like hell)= but guess he doesnt know how tired i am after worrying so much. even if he does, would he care to ask if im alright?
it kinda sucks to feel uncertain about it. Ask me why.
no it isnt
