it says rock is dead, long live paper and scissors. bought it at num....
anw, im currently reading up on past IMs of the conv between me and my bloody valentine(no, i dont mean that in a bad way, i call all my valentines that.)
"i was abt to sleep. but thx to u i cant alr. like i keep thinkin"
"ok i only trust you.. *gives frenster password*"
"nak jelak dgn bini i uat pe xD"
"termelayang hati gue ke kamu"
"(syg i tak?) always do syg"
"i miss u like hell"
"kite syg lynn tau"
"idk why but everytime i wanna online or look at other girls.. my mind wil be like.. lynn lynn lynn"
"i swear i love you"
"its like the first time im dying for someone"
"as long as its for you, i dont mind"
"hahah ok... but must promise... must stick together... dont make it a waste"
"love u soo much muacks.."
"Its ok... I jus wait for u k... U..... I love u...."
"hahha i cume nak u"
"love you always. sry kalau i terlalu bz"
"kept thinking of u sey everyday"
"accurate u low. pasal tu u miss i alot"
"dont go gugugaga on me to much la... later i die how.. susa tau.. my soul cannot rest... nite2 n lurp ya"
"and evrytime i cant meet you, it hurts"
"i dont want u to be hurt by my stupidity"
its not that i want to. i just cant help it. i cant find the reasons why....
and all around me, theyre not helping me make things better. maybe they do distract me every now and then. but the reality of it all still arises. this mixture of feelings. this toying around.. i thought i was playing around too. but i wasnt. i realized that i never play ard. im too darn fucking serious.
anw now, my heart is steel-cold and rock-hard. i. am. emotionless...
he is uncatogarized in my folders. frankly, i have no idea what he is in my life.
...... just my bloody valentine this year, i suppose..
can anyone like make me feel any better? i am unmotivated for anything now.. especially school.. shittos.
it says rock is dead, long live paper and scissors. bought it at num....
anw, im currently reading up on past IMs of the conv between me and my bloody valentine(no, i dont mean that in a bad way, i call all my valentines that.)
"i was abt to sleep. but thx to u i cant alr. like i keep thinkin"
"ok i only trust you.. *gives frenster password*"
"nak jelak dgn bini i uat pe xD"
"termelayang hati gue ke kamu"
"(syg i tak?) always do syg"
"i miss u like hell"
"kite syg lynn tau"
"idk why but everytime i wanna online or look at other girls.. my mind wil be like.. lynn lynn lynn"
"i swear i love you"
"its like the first time im dying for someone"
"as long as its for you, i dont mind"
"hahah ok... but must promise... must stick together... dont make it a waste"
"love u soo much muacks.."
"Its ok... I jus wait for u k... U..... I love u...."
"hahha i cume nak u"
"love you always. sry kalau i terlalu bz"
"kept thinking of u sey everyday"
"accurate u low. pasal tu u miss i alot"
"dont go gugugaga on me to much la... later i die how.. susa tau.. my soul cannot rest... nite2 n lurp ya"
"and evrytime i cant meet you, it hurts"
"i dont want u to be hurt by my stupidity"
its not that i want to. i just cant help it. i cant find the reasons why....
and all around me, theyre not helping me make things better. maybe they do distract me every now and then. but the reality of it all still arises. this mixture of feelings. this toying around.. i thought i was playing around too. but i wasnt. i realized that i never play ard. im too darn fucking serious.
anw now, my heart is steel-cold and rock-hard. i. am. emotionless...
he is uncatogarized in my folders. frankly, i have no idea what he is in my life.
...... just my bloody valentine this year, i suppose..
can anyone like make me feel any better? i am unmotivated for anything now.. especially school.. shittos.
i am ghost
