i still feel a tinge of angst whenever i READ UP on certain things. not that im jealous or anything, just feel cheated.
telling me how true you were to me, insisting that i was the only one, making up LIES along the way just to make yourself look pitiful. giving me every single excuse in the book. Knowing i was a stupid bimbo who TRUSTS stangers.
but every skeleton in the closet will reveal itself one way or another.
when i was in there mugging my brain off lookin like a shitfuck drug addict, you were there having great company with a great person. yeahh. *applause*
dont need to make me feel the heartache. honestly. why couldnt you just let go of me faster? waiting for me to let go of you?
its like prolonging my hatred. its nt that im not over you, i AM. im just not over IT.. finding some other person to make you feel better and have another to lean on. fuckitplease. fuck. it. all these deception. sighhh... its all nothing anyway. im just disgusted at the thought of it. and it makes me sick of myself for knowing you werent thinkin about me when you did all that, or maybe just plainly thinkin of yourself. its greedy. honestly. tak sampai hati
oh well! not pinpointing.
RANDOM THOUGHT LARH(=
im glad i have bestie to always make me feel better. and nafnaf to spill everything out with. and all my girls to bitch with. and all my other friends to lean on to. and iswat to sayang!(which by the way has been a month since i first started seeing him!*goshh*)
going out tmr to buy that hk m.a.c thing with lena subs and siti.. yaay~!=D iLOVEthem!
im addicted to: Angela Zhang!!! KAWAII~ and Qi Li Xiang('= and that 'dao' face! garrharr!!(x
i still feel a tinge of angst whenever i READ UP on certain things. not that im jealous or anything, just feel cheated.
telling me how true you were to me, insisting that i was the only one, making up LIES along the way just to make yourself look pitiful. giving me every single excuse in the book. Knowing i was a stupid bimbo who TRUSTS stangers.
but every skeleton in the closet will reveal itself one way or another.
when i was in there mugging my brain off lookin like a shitfuck drug addict, you were there having great company with a great person. yeahh. *applause*
dont need to make me feel the heartache. honestly. why couldnt you just let go of me faster? waiting for me to let go of you?
its like prolonging my hatred. its nt that im not over you, i AM. im just not over IT.. finding some other person to make you feel better and have another to lean on. fuckitplease. fuck. it. all these deception. sighhh... its all nothing anyway. im just disgusted at the thought of it. and it makes me sick of myself for knowing you werent thinkin about me when you did all that, or maybe just plainly thinkin of yourself. its greedy. honestly. tak sampai hati
oh well! not pinpointing.
RANDOM THOUGHT LARH(=
im glad i have bestie to always make me feel better. and nafnaf to spill everything out with. and all my girls to bitch with. and all my other friends to lean on to. and iswat to sayang!(which by the way has been a month since i first started seeing him!*goshh*)
going out tmr to buy that hk m.a.c thing with lena subs and siti.. yaay~!=D iLOVEthem!
im addicted to: Angela Zhang!!! KAWAII~ and Qi Li Xiang('= and that 'dao' face! garrharr!!(x
wo bu pei?.
