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Friday, October 23, 2009

play guit with lilly ytd...

mock exam today...

then went to eat at kfc.

watched movie with vay, audz honey, miu, ying, just, kanen, sha. cloudy w a chance of meatballs.. it was.. NICE! surprisingly..

then got photography course. then saw ms chua's doggy...
and saw joseph at the window. peeping in our little container classroom.. hehehe

then went home with y.w... afiq call.. ajak go swimming.. -.- wow. at night.. with the guys... rright.

anyway, yeah im hurt. no, everythings not okay..

i dont feel like we're the same anymore.

yeah of course im happy for you, but i feel so distant frm you.

distant happiness?

its not a laughing matter, im not amused by this.

everytime i want to mend the frayed ties, its being pushed away

no im not blaming you, i blame myself.. somehow or rather.

when i hung up the phone just now, lightning struck at that moment.

thank you God for synchronizing my emotions with the weather. pretty cool idea to get me worked up about this.

i miss you, you fucking idiot and i get angry just thinkin about it.

i was silent during the 3rd phone call, cause i was holdin back my tears damnit.

i dont know what else to say.

pfft, i feel like im in a freakin relatioinship... tho we were never even tgth =.= urgh, lame right..

anw, im so sorry zul for missing your performance thing! i had photography ):

goin to meet arfinksy and lilly tmr... then go flea mkt with yw and st and mel. hmmm what to wear?

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