last night, i was in pain. like, it felt like i was LITERALLY in pain. cringing from the hurt, squeezing my eyes to control the pain. but my tears gave me away..
i tried so very hard to control myself but i felt like i was bella when she was asleep everynight when edward was gone. (except for the screaming part, i didnt scream i guess) i couldnt breathe properly, my heartbeat was crazy... its crazy, its all crazy... my friends told me to calm down. amir wanted to call me, but i literally couldnt speak..
ive never cried this bad, since kak lina passed on....
last night, i was in pain. like, it felt like i was LITERALLY in pain. cringing from the hurt, squeezing my eyes to control the pain. but my tears gave me away..
i tried so very hard to control myself but i felt like i was bella when she was asleep everynight when edward was gone. (except for the screaming part, i didnt scream i guess) i couldnt breathe properly, my heartbeat was crazy... its crazy, its all crazy... my friends told me to calm down. amir wanted to call me, but i literally couldnt speak..
ive never cried this bad, since kak lina passed on....
pain
